Life is a Bitch.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004'♥

been some time since i blogged
was rather busy over e weekend
having fun n rushing thru all e stupid projects n tests.
hehz.presentation finally ova.it sucked.
was so damn nervous till i go crush e bloody paper im holding while presenting.
so paisae!hehz.nvm.at least im done wif it n i carn b bothered how well ive done.
carn skip sch animore..coz debar leta gonna b out.
deb n cindy they all received e warning leta liao.but i nv receive.
den is lyk im so worried if i will kana debar.arghh.
wateva...carn rly b bothered wif it.fuck it man.
seriously lack of sleep man.keep falling into deep sleeps in class.
-ops- hehz. but nvm nvm.shall buck up soon ba.=x
now waiting for mellinsa col...meeting them.
dono if still gg teo heng nort.yawns.coz ivy carn meet us so early.
sian.been thinking of him for the past few daes.
but i nv regret e decision tat i've made.
aft listening 2 wat ivy sae n all e encouragement tat wans mi 2 open up my hart.
i still dunch haf e courage 2 express how much i feel for him.
my self esteem is too low.n i dunch haf ani single bit of courage left.
i fear of being hurt agn.my hart's dead.
juz miss him so badly.

Zombie@10/13/2004 04:38:00 PM

.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
__.x.__2nd June__.x.__
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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings

.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips